[drawn to the blackend sky as it turns blue.]

Babysitting, Gina and John
Written @ 11:55 p.m. on 2004-07-28

Ugh...Just came up from downstairs...what crazy people down there!!! Adam and Guppie are drunk I think and when they picked me up to throw me on the couch the only one that stood up for me was Meyers! (Guppie's g/f Lindsey) But yea Me, Adam, My mom, and my brother all went out to dinner together tonight. It was actully very amusing LoL. Then me and my mom came home while Mike and Adam stopped to talk to whats his name at Wilsen Farms becuase there going to Virginia Beahc on the 9th and they needed some info I guess LoL. But when they came home me and my sister again them in 2 on 2 basketball. And I don't wanna brag but we kicked ASS! LoL! They played a lil unfair too though! But so did me and my sister! LoL one of the would wrap there arms around me and my sister so the other could go in for the lay-up but then when evere we weren't being held onto we'd jump on there backs...LoL! It was very amusing! But yea tehn we all got tired and came in.

But Yea I slept over Gina's on Monday... we didn't really do anything but it was alot of fun! We watched Corky Ramano and it was so0o0o funny! She redid her room and it looks really cute! although we made it a mess! LoL! But shes got a hawiian theme going! I'm doing tropical to my room to but its gonna be different. My walls are gonna be Pink and Orange and I'm getting a cute Boarder to go up and I'm gonna get some cute curtains, a bedspread and sheets to go with it and prolly loose all my orlando poster cept my extremly big one and the two i got for gifts from my parents and Gina :). But yea thats my idea.Then Tuesday Gina came and slept over here...and again did nothing much had alot of fun. LoL Ugh. Shes so pissed at me I think! John (I'll tell ya bout him i a minute) called me at midnight and we were on the phone till 4:30 this morning!!! I feel extremly bad for just like ditching Gina!!! So next time it happens Gina Slap me and Hang up the phone and if I say back off bitch or somin like that just remind me of this entry alright! LoL! But yea I feel pretty bad! :( Me and her are gonna go see The Village sometime this weekend! We're either gonna go to the movies or to the drive in with mi madre becuase she wants to see it too.

Yea so John...He just randomaly Imed me one day! Just outta no where! But yea we got talking and starting to know eachother. But we're both into the same stuff and everything...Everyone thinks I seriously like him like him...but I don't know if I so or not...I honestly don't Gina!!! You seriosuly have to believe me! Yes we talked on the phone for 4 hours but still... But yea hes told me and my sister and Gina that hes really into me and that I'm amazing...But I seriously don't know if I like hi or not...He's definatly not hott!!! But now you'd say that just like imature or somin...But I dunno what to think anymore...Guyz use to be Number one Priority but now I'm alot more layed back. Like if they approach me cool if they don't alright! I seriosuly am just a confused LiL blonde right now! I dunno what to think! JOhn keeps wanting tp hook up and in a way I wanna meet him too. I showed him pictures of me and he said I was really hot but i'm guessing he was just lying or something. (Gina yells at me here) LoL! But yea I dunno I just can't wait till High School! Like all the guyz are so much more mature and really really hott! LoL! So yea...

Well I ended up gettin that babysitting job. His name is Cooper and he's 7. I dunno he was upset today but I think we'll do fine. Barb is really cool about it. Shes my dentist person actully LoL. Like the nurse type thing. But everyone in the office knows me and they all said they think it's a really good idea that I'll be watching him. But we should be fine becuase I'm not gonna be like real mean or anything LoL. I mean yes if I have to be I will (everyone scrathes head here cuz I'm never mean LoL Cept in Gina's case LoL!) But yea I'll be getting $200 a week and i think thats damn good money! for all of August! Thats 4 x 200 = $800 for a month...Not bad if ya ask me for a 14 year old! LoL all my friends mouths dropped when i told them how much I'd be getting payed it was really funny! But yea I dunno! I guess I have off on Wed. But I have to wake up at like 6:45 to be there on time! So yea LoL! I'm gonna go though...We might go to Darein Lake but if I don't do that Alex is havin a party so I'll hit her house LoL!!!

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