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Andy.....
Written @ 7:00 p.m. on 2004-08-02

Well i Slept over Kelseys for the past 2 nights...muy fun! LoL! I met her nieghbor Andy...Yes Andy...LoL! Kelsey knows!

But he was really cool! And I liked him...OF course Kelsey thinks I'm on crack but thats only because shes known him since first grade! LoL! So yea Me and Andy were flirting non stop and Kelsey and Marcellous(<----SPELLED WRONG!) were very abusive to me and Andy about it! LoL! Well they could both tell we liked eachother but Me and Andy were A Lil slower about it! LoL!

But yea Satuday when I got there we hung at her house for a little whille then went to Andy's. His lil brother Chris was Duck taping his shoes...No comment...So me and Kelsey decided to play with the Duck tape. We just put it on our shorts and backs LoL! So me and Kelsey decided to go to Pericozzi's to tell him that Alex wanted to break up...but he was in NYC at a Yankees game. So we wentback to Andy's. Well me and Kelsey were being LAzy on the ground Marcellous Chris and Andy decided to play some basketball. Well of course I jumped up and wanted to play but Kelsey stayed on the ground LoL! she was our Ref. But yea we went 2 on 2 me and Andy vs. Marcellous and Chris. Me and Andy won...LoL! So we pretty much curb sat for a while...We talked and me and Andy (according to Kelsey and Marcellous) flirted more! But eventually Marcellous had to go cuz of curfew and Andy went in to because he was gonna get in trouble.

So about a half hour later Andy snuck outta his house! Me and Kelsey were just sittin in her garage waitin for him and he actully came! LoL! Kelsey's like he never woulda snuck out for me! LoL! So we sat in her garage and talked for a while then went for a walk. Then me and andy got up to go a few drive ways down and get these lil rubber peices that were on it. So we threw them at eachother until they were all gone. So then we went on another walk and Kelsey's dad went to get Jackie( Kelsey's sister) around Midnight. So when Jackie came hoke we were back sitting in the garage talking and me and Andy wanted to go for another walk but Kelsey didn't wanna go...So me and Andy went...We walked around the Caldasack once then again then Andy's like "we should go sit on that rock.." I was like alright so we went and sat on this rock in the middle of the caldasack where the brush is high and everything. So we sat there talking about mostly movies and then he just had to mention texas chainsaw massacre and the village...so i got creeped out cuz we were sittin in these bushes couldn't see behind us or anything so i got creeped out so Andy put his arm around me. So we sat on this lil rock me in a ball becuase i had to shoes on and there were thisles everywhere. So then Kelsey turns off all the lights at her house and closes the garage! Me and Andy were laughing. So Kelsey came back out with Jackie and either we both had to go inside Kelseys or I had to come in and he had to go home. Well he went home since it was going on 2 o' clock and he was suppose to be long asleep. LoL! So yea Kelsey harrased me the rest of the night bout liking him. LoL!

So on Sunday I went to this softball picnic thing with Kelsey. Kinda boring LoL. But it got better. We helped out and Kelsey had a game and i watched and there were awards so yea i got very tan though! LoL! But yea then we went home and Steph Pericozzi came. So we got to Kelseys and helped her dad unpack the car and then walked her home. I got bread thrown at me the WHOLE walk to Stephs! So finally she dropped the bag of bread and i kicked it...so it popped open spilling break all over someones lawn... I didn't mean to pop it! So yea Kelsey laughed her ass off while me and steph luaghed picking up the bread. LoL! So we got to Stephs and Ryan was there so we told him Alex wanted to break up hes just oh... LoL! So me and Kelsey went back to her house and Marcellous and Andy came back over and we layed on the grass trying to figure out what the hell this white dot was in the sky! LoL so then me and Kelsey ate dinner and went back out front where they all were. Well all the little people left so it was just me Kelsey Andy and Marcellous. So we were gonna go for a walk in the woods but we stepped in me and Marcellous freaked out and wouldn't go so we went on the trapoline for a lil bit. So then Andy had to go in and eat and Marcellous stayed with me and Kelsey and I was abused more... LoL! So then Andy came back out and we were just hangin around then Kelsey kept wanting to go on walks with me and Marcellous wanted to go for walks with Andy. They both wanted to figure out if we liked eachother so i just told Kelsey yes but Andy was a lil harder it took him alot longerto answer so while Marcellous and Kels worked up a plan Andy taught me how to skateboard though! :) LoL! He held onto me down the drive way. Hehe! So yea finally he told MArcellous he liked me to! I wasn't exacly suprised but i was damn happy! LoL! So yea it was really funny we were standing in Kelseys drive way and hes like is there anything you'd like to say to me and Andy and we said no...LoL!!! So i just said I like you Andy and he didn't say anything so Marcellous and Kelsey just like died so Andy was like I wanna go for a walk to Walden and I was in the mood for a walk so i was like I'll go...well Stupid Kelsey and MArcellous knew this was like the perfect chance for us so they ditched us and me and Andy walked all the way down to Walden! He almost got hit by a truck so I pulled him outta the way and we ended up stopping and sitting on the curb and he's like sorry about ealier but i really do like you to! I was like aww! So we sat there talking for a lil while and he was like shivering i was like are you cold and he's like just me hands are so i pulled me hands outta my hoodie and took his hand and he was wow your hands are warm! So he just sat there holding onto my hands then we decided to go because he kinda told his dad he was only going to the first side street. WHOOPS! So yea then we end ed taking the long way home. We walked completly out of the way to go around this like circle. We held hands the whole way home (fingers laced) and we just talked about pretty much everything. So we get onto his street and we're both like I don't wanna be home yet! LoL so we were just gonna keep walking but then Andy's like lets go bhind my house between the Trailer and the house. LoL so i was like but won't ur family see us? He said no so we walked behind the trailer. We just stood there talking about going into high school and all. But then at one point we just stopped talking and looked at eachother and i wanted nothingmore then to just kiss him right then and there but i didn't...I don't know why? Do you think i should've? It was like the perfect moment! The moon was out shining on us the sky was prefectly clear and there were a million stars. So then we're like we better get back Kelsey and Marcellous will be wanting to know what happend. So he took my hand and we walked out from behind the trailer and Marcellous and Kels just happend to be out on the sidewalk so me and Andy walked up to them holding hands and they just looked at eachother and smirked. So yea Andy wasn't planning on sneaking back out cuz his brother knew about it the night before and he was leavin early this morning cuz he's going camoing in Alleghany for a week camping. So last night just before me and Kels went in Marcellous runs up to Andy's door and asks him if me and him were going out well i didn't know? so he went and asked and Andy said he'd tell us on Friday when he got back! SO now I don't know whats gonna happen! I don't know what he thinks of me or what!!! So now i don't know what to do to make this week go by faster!

But yea I started babysitting today. Cooper was really good! He said I was a fun babysitter to! HeHe He's like I like it when you babysit! I was like good cuz ur stuck with me for a month now! LoL but it was fun! Well I'm gonna go!

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