[drawn to the blackend sky as it turns blue.]

Courtyard Dance and Matt
Written @ 4:30 p.m. on 2004-09-14

Well the courtyard dance was alotta fun! Mostly... I became a drama queen!( I used ur words Summer!) LoL! But yea! When me and Gina got there we just kinda stood around then she finally talked me into going inside! But yuea heres the whole Drama thing....

Kelsey wanted me to dance with Matt and I didn't want to even though I liked him I figured he didn't like me! So Kelsey pushed me over in his direction and finally I just gave up and asked him to dance and he said YES! I was really suprised! Well just before me and Matt danced I met this kid named Mike. He was cool and I liked him. So I just thought Matt danced with me just to be nice BUT it turns out he liked me back!!! So yea! I was dancing with Mike and all of the sudden Becky comes runnign up to me and said she needed to talk to me! So she was going CRAZY on me! Shes' like What are you thinking!! and I'm like what are you talking about?!?! And shes like Matt likes you! And I was like he does and shes like YEAH so whats up with this Mike kid! and I told her the whole story and everything but she was still pretty pissed!So then I got confused after she left! Then it turned out Mike said something about going out with me to someone and everyone thought we were going out!!! Well we weren't! So yea then I had to talk to Mike and tell him I liked Matt but I liked him to! So he started crying! I felt so0o0o0o bad. But I still liked Matt. Not to mention I had just met Mike that night and I've known Matt longer. I met him towards the beginning of August. So yea! After al lthat went down I needed to talk to Matt and straighten things out. So I talked to hi and he said he liked me back when I told him I liked him. Then he just started acting funny and makin me laugh and feel better. But I seriously didn't think he liked me! He's a senior! I'm a Freshmen! I dunno! But after all that I still had to straighten things up with Mike...Not easy! I just told him I liked Matt and that I was Sorry...

But after all that I went to talk to Jackie.(Kelsey's older sister) I just told her everything that was going on and she helped with it. Shes like my older sister! I love her!!! Whenever I need help tryin to figure stuff like this out I go to her. But of course I go to my best gurlie Gina!!! So yea the Dance was Very Dramatic for me!!!

So Sunday I went to Darein Lake for my dads work picnic. Ugh! I didn't want to go! I was so0o0 tired Sunday after the dance! But yea I sat and watched the bills game. THAT I must say was not bad! Football is a fun sport!! LoL!

But yea anywho I've been talking to Matt ALOT more! It's like everytime I talk to him I end up falling for him more. He's just so cool! I'm not tryin to brag or anything but I really like him! I just hope he likes me back! He asked me to homecoming. He asked me online Sunday night but didn't want to know till Monday morning. But yea we were in this whole contest on whose hair smelled better because at the dance everyone said mine was better. :-D Go Me!!! LoL! But his hair won Monday! So yea! LoL! So I ended going back down to his locker with Him and JAckie and Jackie just deserted us and was like 10 halls away and as we were walking down the hall he's like "So what about the other question?" and I was like what and then it hit me! I was like "Homecoming?" and he said yea so I said I'd go with him. So yea!

Well Matt asked me if I wanted a ride to School in the morning and I was like SHA! LoL! So my mom wanted to meet him so he came over for like a half hour last night. That wasn't bad. LoL! My mom was very good! she didn't say or do anything to Embaress me. Niether did my brother Adam, sister or dad. LoL!But yea so he drives me to school now so Go Me!!! LoL! My nieghbor whose a junior can't even get rides! LoL! so I was very proud of myself! But now I get to see the lovley Kelsey every moring!!!

So I don't know anymore! High School is just completly going Amazing! I love it so much!!! I really don't know what I was scared of! My brother said don't hook up with a senior or junior guy because the girls will come after you, but there the ones that hooked us up! LoL!!! So yea! High School is amazing!!! I absolutly love it!!!

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