About Me
My name is Monica, Im 15 years old,I live in Buffalo,Im Single at the moment, I skateboard and i am attepmting snowboarding.
I Love
gina,friends,music,kittens,guitar,
skateboarding,AFI,alcohal,sleeping,armor for sleep,partying,chocolate...
I Hate
chad,spiders,drama,rap, hip hop,
hilary duff,homework,alarm clocks,
nail polish that chips in 2 days, feet...
Ok this entry is gonna be basically pointless! Just me rambling on about Life.
Right now I'm so confused about mine and Gina's Relationship! I mean I love her to pieces and I know I just couldn't live without her! Its been a little awkward latley though. I just feel differnt now when I'm around her? It use to be we were ALWAYS goofin around and screwin around. I mean it still is like that now but it's not like it use to be. It just feels like somethings changed or is changing? I don't think its Gina...It might be me? Gina have I changed since High school? Wait don't answer that. Shes already told me I've changed. I just can't figure out how? Gina!!! Come with me!!! But Gina's the only one thats said anything to me about it? Kelsey hasn't Alex hasn't. It just feels like something is different. I couldn't ever lose Gina! I have no idea what I'd do with out her! Shes been there for me since I moved here! I know I can go to her with ANYTHING. So I dunno it just feels different now. Gina help me!!!
Everything else is going good. School is still fun. Not amazing like it use to be. Me and Matt are doing good. He was here friday night and last night. We just wathced movies and played X-Box last night. He was amazing with the games my brother has on there. LoL! So af ter that we watched Twister and he had to be home at Midnight again. So after he left my brother came home so I hung with him for a Lil while then went to bed. I slept till 2 today! I was really tired becuase I've had a cold all week and haven't been able to sleep.
I really did feel bad Friday though! I mean I realized I did ditch Gina and I'm not afraid to come out and say it. I was just like I dunno I guess you could say mezmorized by Matt. I seriously don't know how to explain it? When I'm with im its like the world stops! I seriously do feel bad though Gina! You have no idea! But I'm glad you had fun BEFORE the movie! LoL!
So yea I dunno. Gina I hope I didn't hurt your feeling any! I love you to pieces Babygirl! If I ever lost you I'd go into depression mode! I know I can come to you with anything and everything! I never wanna lose you!!!
<<3 ¤ MoNIca ¤