About Me
My name is Monica, Im 15 years old,I live in Buffalo,Im Single at the moment, I skateboard and i am attepmting snowboarding.
I Love
gina,friends,music,kittens,guitar,
skateboarding,AFI,alcohal,sleeping,armor for sleep,partying,chocolate...
I Hate
chad,spiders,drama,rap, hip hop,
hilary duff,homework,alarm clocks,
nail polish that chips in 2 days, feet...
Oh my fuckin god!!! I'm so pissed right now it's not even funny! All my friends are like turning on me!!!
I have no idea whats up!!! I feel like crawling into a corner and crying my lil eyes out! Seriously I was so happy with Matt and now i'm starting to think that me saying yes to him was a mistake! I'm seriously attached to him! Its an advantage he can drive! He asks me to do something on the weekend before anyone else does and my mom says yes becuase shes kn ows with him she doesn't have to drive! But back to reality!
All my friends are going insane! Its either them or me! Most of them are all coming to me..."Find me someone to go to homecoming with!" I don't know who you wanna ask to homecoming!!! Then we end up getting into a big argument and then they are always coming back with "Oh well you got Matt!" And ya know what at first I felt guilty! But now hes like the only one I can talk to about it. All this week my friends have been picking on me about it, it seems like! OH well you'e got Matt" O well your going with Matt" and u what GOOD! IF there all gonna act like fucking assholes I need someone! But I just don't know what to do anymore! I'm not breaking up with Matt! But I can't loose my friends!
And then theres Gina. Wow! Babe I have no idea what I'd do with you! I've been such a bitch latley and I'm truley sorry! From the bottom of me heart! I'm so happy I have you! If it wasn't for you being there for me these past two days I probably would've committed suicide already! I know I'd just be lost without you! I know I get on your nerves with Matt and I'm sorry! But I know I already told you. He amazes me and the world just stops when I'm with him!!!
But I wanna make sure that you and me especially are together at homecoming! Come and rip me away from Matt if you have too!!! I know I can go to you with anything and everything! I love you so much babe!
But other than friends going insane my family isn't making it any better really! My rents are ok. There starting to let me go out more and more. they understand I'm getting a life. But still theres periods where i just wanna scream!!!
AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! My life was going perfect...What Happend?
<3 • MONiCa •