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About Me
My name is Monica, Im 15 years old,I live in Buffalo,Im Single at the moment, I skateboard and i am attepmting snowboarding.

I Love
gina,friends,music,kittens,guitar, skateboarding,AFI,alcohal,sleeping,armor for sleep,partying,chocolate...

I Hate
chad,spiders,drama,rap, hip hop, hilary duff,homework,alarm clocks, nail polish that chips in 2 days, feet...

Relaxation at Last
Written @ 8:37 p.m. on 2004-12-05

Wow. What a boring as hell week and weekend.nothing really happend in school.

Im still crazy over Jared. Its gotten worse too. I dream about him everynight almost now and when I see him in school I literally stop breathing. I really like him but I never see him or talk to him or anything! Its driving me insane too! Summer gets to talk and hang out with her crush everyday and I'm lucky if I see mine!

Basketball is driving me insanley crazy! We have practice everynight for 2 hours and its the worst part of the night to not be home. practice is anywhere from 5-8:30 for 2 hours and it sucks. If it was right after school I'd be fine but its not and it makes me crazy because my life is pretty much gone. I can never take the bus home to my friends houses anymore or go home and sleepover someones house on fridays anymore. It sucks! my mom and Summer told me to quit but I don't think I could do it. I tryed so hard to be on the team and when I made it....it turned out to be not what I'd hoped. We barley get any time off either. We have practice everyday over break too. My mom doesn't care for my coach either. So I dunno. I was thinking though, the coach said I probably won't play that much this season anyhow so if she doesn't play me like after the 5th game or so then I'll probably quit. Theres no point in wasting my winter practicing for 2 hours everynight to not play. Screw that!

Other than that everyhtings good! Im Insanley crazy over Jared and school is going good. Summer told me I was acting weird this weke though and Shirleen said I was too. Summer said I just wasn't my usual hyper self and I seemed bitchy all week. So I dunno. I spent all this wekeend home except for two trips to the mall yesterday with my mom and today with my brother and Sarah. But other than that I slept and did homework. So I relaxed all weekend! I got Summers Christmas gift too! I got her a
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HeHe Shes gonna wanna hit me for that!

<3 MonICa

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