About Me
My name is Monica, Im 15 years old,I live in Buffalo,Im Single at the moment, I skateboard and i am attepmting snowboarding.
I Love
gina,friends,music,kittens,guitar,
skateboarding,AFI,alcohal,sleeping,armor for sleep,partying,chocolate...
I Hate
chad,spiders,drama,rap, hip hop,
hilary duff,homework,alarm clocks,
nail polish that chips in 2 days, feet...
Well Wow! So much has happend!
To start with...Basketball! I absolutly hate the sport now. I will never play again! No more camps or teams. I'm done! My parents are so glad I made the decsionto quit because they said I wasn't my normal self anymore. Gina also agreed with them too. Me and her had a long conversation last night. I was really upset and she made it all better! (Tanx buddy I Love you!!!) They said I was miserable and always bitchy. Truth be told...I knew it. It was so hard for me to get up the nerve to quit. I was the first one on the team to quit. My mom is just gonna call the coach and tell her my grades all fell and me and her had an agreement that if my grades we're all above an 85, I'd have to quit the team. Truth be told...My grades actually were falling...
But anywho, Yes I quit basketball and will be happy if I never play again in my life. This experience just completly ruined it for me.
I'm still obcessed with Jared...Theres one thing that hasn't changed...I'm so confused on what to do with him!!! Gina says I should take a chance. In a way I want to but I just have this gut feeling it'll backfire in my face. Me and him are just so different. I have no idea what I see in this kid, but EVERY time I see him my stomach goes crazy my heart skips a beat and I'm happy for the rest of the day! Just seeing him makes me happy! I'm just crazy about him! Hes all I EVER think about!!! It's insane!...But I like it!
I got almost all my christmas shopping done!!! All I have left is my mommy! I'm gonna get her some CD's. Shes into all the same music I am so I'm actually willing to buy her Cd's. LoL!
My mom said that I'm already back to my normal self! She said I'm hyper and happy again! Which I wasn't on the team. I dreaded practice and never looked forward to games. So yea! I'm still trying to figure out why I didn't listen to Gina in the first place. She tried to tell me the first week! When me and her were talking last night it was kinda scary...She knew more about me then I knew about myself! But thats when ya can tell your Best freidns! God Damn I love that girl!!! LoL! I don't know what I'd do without her...because if is wasn't for her I wouldn't have had the courage to tell my mom I quit or get re-aquinted qith Jared. Whoo!!! I should be getting her more for christmas! Hmm...To bad I can't wrap Bob up for her....or maybe....