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About Me
My name is Monica, Im 15 years old,I live in Buffalo,Im Single at the moment, I skateboard and i am attepmting snowboarding.

I Love
gina,friends,music,kittens,guitar, skateboarding,AFI,alcohal,sleeping,armor for sleep,partying,chocolate...

I Hate
chad,spiders,drama,rap, hip hop, hilary duff,homework,alarm clocks, nail polish that chips in 2 days, feet...

Jared...H'es Indescribable...and Amazing!
Written @ 9:00 p.m. on 2004-12-22

Wow...What a boring week...Absolutly nothing has happend!

I'm probably just going to ramble on about Jared in most of this entry so0o yea!
Absolutly nothing has happend yet! I'm beginning to think nothing going to happen unless I take action. Hes just so different compared to everyone else I hang out with! I don't know what I like so much about this kid but whatever it is I'm falling...hard! and I can't get back up! Tracy is doing her best to try and get the kid to takl to me. I would talk to him but whenever I see him..I just can't! We've gone through this already! Everyone is telling me oh just push through it and say Hi. But I can't! He hardley knows me!!! I've talked to him prolly 2 times! outta the 3 years I've known him! Wow! I need help here! I just don't know what to do!!! I'm trying to tell myself to get over him and forget about him,but I just can't! Its so hard! According to his friends hes had one girlfriend! And its not because hes a bad boyfriend...he just...doesn't know what to do is my guess. I'm hoping thats all it is and he does like me. He sees me alot during the day! I've porposly changed the ways I walk to see him!

It doesn't seem like Christmas week! I'm just not into the Christmas spirt this year! I think its because there making us go to school right upto Thursday! Which is the day before Christmas Eve.Then we have a week off. But almost everyone I've tlaked to just isn't into the Christmas spirt this year!

My mom and me were talking at my sisters game today. She said I should really start aving up for a car and Insurence. I know im only going to be 15 but still. If I save up the money, I'll be driving my Junior year. And my borther deicded to keep his Saturn. He gonna put the Cougar in storage for the winter and Drive the Saturn then in two years I'm going to buy the Saturn off him. ITs not my first choice for a car but hey! Its a way to get myself from one place to another! LoL! So that means I'll prolly have to get a real job soon...Ugh. So0o yea! Thats pretty much all thats gone on this week!

Except for Bob finding out Gina liked him...But I don't want to go into detail about that because I don't wanna have to have Gina look back on this and remember it because she really liked him!

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