[drawn to the blackend sky as it turns blue.]

Teenage Life just got hard....
Written @ 8:51 p.m. on 2005-05-08

I had and i quote an *Amazing* weekend!

Wow....I had one of the most amazingist nights EVER with Leanne Friday night!

School was ok, Leanne wasn't in school but Gina was, and of course something eventful always happens when Ginas there. So after school I came home and layed down for a while cuz I knew I'd be having a late night.

So Around 6 I went to dinner with my mom and sister and her friend Andi. So then we took them to the movies and my mom dropped me off at Burger King to wait for Leanne to get outta work. She was only supposet o work till 8 but eneded up working to 9:15. So we went back to her house and got ready then Tim and Mike came and got us. Tim drives such a hot car! Midnight Blue cavalier with silver stripes on the sides and an amazing engine! God that kis was sweet! LoL! So they came and got us at 10 and we went and seen Sin City. That was a fucked up movie...thats all I got to say. So yeah! We went and picked up Mikes car at Burger King and went to drop Tim's car off at his house. So Leanne went with Mike and I stayed with Tim in his car. We jsut talked the whole way. Nothing happend. Hes so sweet though. I cannot beleive that guy doesn't have a girlfriend. But yeah we ended up pulling into some parking lot and wating for Leanne and Mike to go by because it was a mistake leaving them to in a car alone. LoL! So they eneded up taking the back way so I got to talk with Tim longer..I can't get over how sweet he is! He watched out for me last night and everything at the party. So yeah we got to the party around 1. Everyone was drunk outta there minds. I drank just enough to get me out of it but I wasn't that badley out of it and a few cigarettes. So I met all the people Leannes always talknig about and they're really cool. So we left aorund 2:30 becasue Leanne wanted to be home by 3. I fell asleep on Tim on the way home and when he woke me up he was holding my hand. So we went in the house and Tim and Mike went back to the party and got hammered. SO me and Leanne stayed up till about 4:30 just talking and I found out Tim liked me. Well they all thought I was cool and everything. One of the guys was a litle crazy about it though....Won't go there. LoL. They all thoguht it was cool that I had a skateboard and attempt it at least. LoL. But yeah I had So0o0o0o much fun! Leannes goin to another party tonight but I can't go becasue tomorrow is mothers day and I don't have an excuse to tell my mom. But I had such an amazing time!

And I might buy my brothers cougar off him. It was my moms Idea. LoL. He just bought a new cougar so we've got 2 black cougars sitting in our driveway and one could possibly be mine! :)

Saturday I woke up at 11:30 and got to meet Leannes neice who I was dying to meet. Shes adorable! So we watched Bill Engvall heres your sign. LoL! Then she asked me if I wanted to go car shoping with her and her friend and I wanted to but I had to go home. So I went home and waited for plans. So me Shirleen and Gina decided to hang out at Shirleens. O h Yeah that lasted about 5 minutes? I mentioned Lia was having friends over so we went and met Lia, Jake and Dave behind the train tracks and we just skated for a while. I learned to ollie! :) Gina learned to turn pretty much and she was in heels! I was very proud! LoL! So then Me Gina and Shirleen walked down to Timmy Hoes. So when we camer back Lia told us Pat was having a bon fire so we called to see if we could go and he said yes. So Lia Dave and Jake went to watch Boxing and me and Gina and Shirleen went and skateboarded in the parking lot. So then we ran to Shirleens house to get the rest of our stuff and then came back to Lia's and fit 7 people into a car that fits 5 people....Wow! Shirleen had to sit on me and had her head out the window and Gina and Jake were on the seats and Lia was sprawled across them. LoL! It was great we stopped at a gas station and while Lia's mom got gas everyone skated in the parking lot. So then we finally got to Pats and literally fell outta the car! So we went into Pats and were all just sitting there and they tunred on Car Underwater by Armor for Sleep and I started crying becasue it reminded me of Dave so much. So Shirleen took me outside to talk and Pats mom came over and started talking to us. So I felt somewhat better but Im still really confused on the Dave subject. I've finally jsut decided to be friends with him now and get to know him and if something happens in the future then so be it. But yeah...My weekened was quite amazing! I love these people so much! I have no idea where I would be with out them!

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