[drawn to the blackend sky as it turns blue.]

Edgefest and Ex-boyfriends
Written @ 12:08 p.m. on 2006-06-27

Dave asked me back out for the 5TH TIME!
last night after edgefest.

Which was fucking incredible. I got to finally see Taking Back Sunday!!! The crowd was so bad though! Crowd surfers and moshing everywhere! Dave saved me so many times! Everyone was drenched in sweat...not there own and it was just insanlely crazy i had the best time ever!! Cept for a little problem with my ride home.

I guess somewhere in all the craziness drew and amanda got outta the crowd and then Gina said something to me but i just nodded becasue i couldn't hear her lol. But turns out she left with them. Well i didn't have my phone. Jake had it because his died and he wanted pics of tbs. Well i wasn't with Jake I was with Dave.

Who randomly kissed me while we were singing "cute without the e" to eachother. It was so weird. Like we all know me and him have gone out 4 other times and we all know i kept saying yes when i should've said no but i keep saying yes. Oh yeah he asked me out later that night.

But yeah anyways back to the drew situation jake hands me my phone i check my messages and drew said he left. So i started crying because i was in buffalo with no ride! Well dave immediatly says he'll take me home and matt k and jake can go with some Josh kid. So we leave and Drew calls me going where the fuck are you?? I told him i left thinking that they'd left. Well Drew gets pisesd becasue they were still there waiting for me! And From what i heard Gina was unbeleivably pissed. So yeah now i dunno what the hell to do about that.

But anyways after the cocnert Dave and me left together and Jake called and said to meet him at mighty taco. Well my shirt was drenched in sweat and Dave had an extra one in his truck so he gave it to me and we went back to his house so he could get some clothes. Then on the way to mighty taco me and him were talking about the him and liz situation and stuff and then he said yeeeah this is the longest i've been single in a while and i sayd yeah well its nt a bad thing. He said no i kinda like it i jsut wanna wait for the right girl to come along. So we went and met Jake Matt k and that josh kid and his friend at mighty taco. Always interesting. I love haning out with those boys! They always make me laugh and i can look or feel like shit and they just don't care lol. So after mighty taco we went to louies becasue matt k and dave wanted louies lol. So then we went to louies. Dave dropped matt k and Jake off then dropped me off. Oddly enough he walked me to the door which i thought was awkward at first then i went to say goodbye and he gave me a hug and then said "Well should we try it again?" I was like again?! lol What is it the 4th or 5th time? lol So we stood outside my house talknig for a while and i said oh i thought you were waiting for the right girl for now and he said i already found her. So we continued to talk and made it clear that if he screws up hes pretty much dead. =) I haven't given him the answer yet only becasue how many people told me not do it again? Yeah i have a feeling people would be mad...only 2 or 3 of them would matter but still. Shirley told me she wouldn't care she thought we were cute together and was mad when we broke up in march. But I know Gina would be mad at me. Ahh...I dunno....its going to be an interesting summer lol.

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